A little bit of living
Today is the week where I work two days then get two days off then work for 5 and get a day off. It's strange but that's how I am living.
Well a lot has happened this week as I make decisions for my home with my sisters and still ponder about school. There is a lot of stress going on during my day and I have decided it just not worth it all. I think it takes more energy to ponder and think about all the stuff you have to do compared to just doing it.
Anyway life is crazy. I am trying not to dwell on life itself but trying to live what little life I got. Sometimes, well most of the times it seems that I just break down and cry because it's overwhelming to do life on your own.
Why can't prince charming just come and rescue me now? Oh wait that would be a bothersome since then I have to worry about handling a relationship. Humm maybe I just need a vacation but even then when I get back I end up dealing with my problems.
Like Switchfoot says, happy is a guppy word!
Mae
Well a lot has happened this week as I make decisions for my home with my sisters and still ponder about school. There is a lot of stress going on during my day and I have decided it just not worth it all. I think it takes more energy to ponder and think about all the stuff you have to do compared to just doing it.
Anyway life is crazy. I am trying not to dwell on life itself but trying to live what little life I got. Sometimes, well most of the times it seems that I just break down and cry because it's overwhelming to do life on your own.
Why can't prince charming just come and rescue me now? Oh wait that would be a bothersome since then I have to worry about handling a relationship. Humm maybe I just need a vacation but even then when I get back I end up dealing with my problems.
Like Switchfoot says, happy is a guppy word!
Mae
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