Going to be leaving the country because I can't get over him

I want to leave everything about this life that I know. I miss him and he doesn't even care that I miss him. I told him yesterday I'm leaving the country he seemed happy for me but he doesn't know it's because of him that I need to leave.

I still love him but slowly he's disappearing and I'm so scared to forget him.

I hope he'll read this post one day and know that I really loved him and that he broke my heart.

Cedric Gordon Nelson I miss you and I love you but since I can't be with you I don't want to remember you anymore. I don't want to remember us. I wish I never met you.

Mei