Starting over

I guess I would describe this week so far as a negative one. I mean I feel that I have become so negative toward myself and I've forgotten how to see the glass half full and rather than half empty.

Something has been missing in my life and I can't pin point it except that I have become this rather negative person I don't want to be. Or maybe the whole thing is that I have been faking it a lot of the time.

I need to find my inner voice and strenght again.

Mae