Hey it's me again, just thought I might drop a line about life. It's full of surprises. Miss Mae has done it again. Smile because you never know who is falling in-love with you. 

Humm... I don't know what kind of day it's going to be. I better keep thinking and maybe I will figure it out. 

Last day of February :(

No that I am sad that this is the second month of 2006 and I have yet to accomplish anything major. Well except that I bought a car and I am still making payments on it to my dad.

Confessions of a Real Drama Queen

I think last nights conversations with myself sparked a highly debateable subject. I am a Drama Queen. I was meant for the stage. I think my first performance was in grade 1 talent show. I just don't know why it took me this long to realise it.

I have to start getting my emotions in shape and ready for this fall. I am so excited.

My life is like...

Yesterday I missed my Relient K concert. I wanted to go to that but fate has other plans than that. Sadly I was at work, but not enough that I can't learn to deal with what fate brings.

The past few months I have learnt to deal with the constant struggle of change. I am a fish out of my element, but stranger things have happened since then. Life seems to be going and I just want to stop if only for a moment to be able to smell the flowers and to re-examine the necessary precautions of the decisions that will directly alter my future.

Since being off tour and back into the real world, I have had time to examine what I think about my life. Unfortunately, with some clear examination of my heart, my faith hasn't been strong as it was in the bubble of tour. I guess it has partly to do with the fact that I don't have that accountability to deal with.

So many vast changes that I have to deal with. Like the fact that I am now a responsible adult dealing with the changes of buying and paying for a home, car, and education. Things I would never have to deal with before.

This whole theory of becoming someone that I am afraid to become. I don't want to lose my spark and zest for life. Nor do I want to lose my hopes for a better future. I don't want to turn into the adults that I saw growing up in my life. Who lost the hopes, dreams of the past and just settled in life. I don't want to grow old because of my age, I want to stay young at heart, but grow in wisdom. Can youth and wisdom stay friends or is the vast majority one way or another.

Anyway that is just my thoughts for the day.

Life is dreary, life is a bottle of the finest,
Life of Miss Mae

My Name is Mae!!

Somedays when you are under the weather, you just have to scream out your own name to know for sure that is who you are. I think I have been doing to much of blog things.
Anyway I need my coffee.

Mae

and the test results are in

Your Birth Month is June

Peaceful and harmonious, you seek the gentle side of life. Your warmth and consideration touches many. Your soul reflects: Friendship, love, and beauty Your gemstone: Pearl Your flower: Rose Your colors: Light blue, white, and cream

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

My Love secret?

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. You have a hard time ending relationships, even if the other person says it's over.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

My Hawi Name

Your Hawaiian Name is:

Mily Kai

What's your Hawaiian Name?

Another quiz

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

What colour are my eyes suppose to be?

Your Eyes Should Be Gray

Your eyes reflect: Intensity and drive What's hidden behind your eyes: A sensitive soul

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

What Heart am I?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

What am I feeling today?

Five Things

FIVE THINGS



The way it works. Knock the top name off the list below. Add yours to the bottom. I don't know exactly why you do this, but okay....

Lutheranchik
Rebel Without a Pew
Clever Title Here
Inklings
Picking at My Brain

Tag five people for this meme...even if they'll never do it?
Ashley (My Daily so called Life)
Dave (quite useless)
Trista (Trista Land)
Jess (Babblings)
Angie (You never told me what your blog is, but I know you've got one.)

And anyone else who hasn't been tagged, but wants to play.

What were you doing 10 years ago?
I was 13. I would have been in grade 9, so I was probably having the worst year of my junior high...come to think of it, only grade 8 didn't suck. So I was a nerdorama.

What were you doing a year ago?
I was on 5th tour with Wycliffe Dinner Theatre. Man I miss tour...snif snif

5 snacks you enjoy
Fudge
chicken wings
cheese poppers
devilled eggs
chips

5 Songs to which you know all the words
Jesus loves me
It's a small world after all
O'Canada
I love thee Lord
Jesus all for Jesus

5 things I'd do if I were a millionare
Go to school in B.C.
Go on a few more mission trips
Travel to China, Austrailia, South America, London, Paris, Tokoyo
Sponsor a compassion kid
Start an education program for the third world country that deals with battered women who have been forced into prositution, or something like that.

5 bad habits
Fighting with my sister
Being to defensive
Being a worry wart
Not flossing every day!

5 things you enjoy doing
Reading
Going on Adventures
Acting
Helping others
Singing and dancing

5 things you would not wear again
Very super super bright pink leggings
Ugly looking jeans, pants or skirts
Pink floresent socks
most of the 80's fashions
Did I mention most of the 80's and that includes the new 80's fashions

5 favorite toys
Bobby Bear
Mr. Ping
My computer
My journals
Asian Stationary

February 6th 2006 and I am Done!!!

So gladly before heading off to work I sent off my last 2 projects. It is so great to be done school...well not really because I am not done school until I graduate from my drama degree and then some.

Ah life is a funny thing. I miss having one! So anyway I can't go to the concert because I work and I can't get out of it. Though to be honest I want to quit and find a better job.

Anyway that's life. For now I got to do...well I am going to do whatever I want...hahah no class whoa whoa

Mae be you'll miss Mae

February already???

What can I say except this is February of the year 2006. I am home and I made it almost 5 months at my crummy job. I had a lot of drama in these 5 months and it's okay because it's all working out.

I miss my tour friends a heck of a lot. I miss my normal friends to. I feel that this Valentines day is going to suck once again because I feel alone since all my friends are so where else on this lonely planet.

Shit, I want to go to Relient K concert but I have no one to go with. Crappy when your only friends are your mom and dad and they don't want to see a concert.

This year I will be the dreaded 24 years of age. Next year I was suppose to have it all. Yeah right that is down the drain. I will be starting over in school and yeah well I have no friends boo hoo.

Life's really sucks. Sometimes I dream of being the bad girl just for fun. That would be funny if my co-workers read this cause to them I am a good as well as good as it gets. Prude is my middle name. But seriously I wish I could be the bad girl for once. The kind that all the girls hate but all the guys love....hummm that last about like 5 seconds before my brain kicks in and asks me are you insane?!!

Ok but seriously it sucks because I will be living with my parents because I don't want to move in with my sisters. How lame am I? Can you say loser?

Darn.....I have to go back to loser ville. Well if you can't make fun of yourself and life's situations then who can you make fun of?

So my grandfather is going to kinda let me go to Cambodia...sorta. In a strange sense I am kinda and kinda not allowed to go. I wish things were simpler.

I need a hobby...
Oh well what I really need is to get out of this house once in a while and I don't mean to go to work. I mean I need to mingle and meet people....
Will see.
Mae