Hate the World Today...but I love this life you have given

As much as it thrills me

I wanna get off this ride

For gravity holds me

yet grace calls me to your side

as much as I trust you

Though I know that hope will come with time

Injustice prevails

and truth lags behind

Looking for beauty

searching for sense in all the pain

a note of redemption

a break in the clouds to stop the rain

can you hear me calling?

Have you been listening to my cry?

Cause I can't carry on

if I don't find out why

I hate the world today

but I love this life you have given

I hate the world today

But I love you and I need you here

Though stuck in this moment

Everything good still comes from you

as much as I don't know

I'm trusting that you will carry me through

though thousands are falling

though comfort and peace are beyond reach

I'll offer my heart

I'll try to believe

It's pulling me to pieces

in a fight for my soul

these two worlds are waging war

The falling of humanity

and the truth that although

I can't see with my eyes

I'm still trying to believe.

I don't think I could have said it any better. This song explains a lot about how I am feeling about life, faith, and understanding. This song was done by Starfield and the song is called Hate the World today.