New Year more confusion

Lately I can't seem to make up my mind on a lot of things. Well for starters, I am debating the merit to my degree...I mean is this really what I want to do with my life? Looking back into the box of things I've collected I know it must be a big part of me. In high school I've always wanted to act, and maybe this is part of walking the desert like in the book the Alchemist? However, I'm contemplating on the idea that "What if I finish and it falls short like my photojournalism" then what?
It seems a lot is up in the air. Even with dating, I mean this whole thing. I met a lot of nice guys but that's just it, I'm not 100% sure what is my problem. The guys are great, funny, and I could see myself settling down but a part of me screams it's a trap. They just don't seem to be the one and I think the problem is either I have too high expectations for the guy or the fact that I'm scared to be trapped in a commitment, give up my dreams and just settled.

I don't want to cheat myself from something...but what is that something? I don't really have a clue.

Also along with dating and feelings, there is this guy friend. Who is one of my best friends and I'm not sure if I have feelings for him. I just really can't explain it. I'm so confused. I wish I knew the answers to what I'm feeling. :(
Mae