Sleep I never get enough I am always waking up tired.

So my brain and body came to the same conclusion today....I never get enough sleep. So while I had nothing really major to do today, my body didn't want me to go to sleep last night. So I stayed up looking at the endless amount of photo albums and cleaning out the odds and ends of stuff.

So later today I get to sort through my clothing and find out which clothes will make it into the donation pile. It's funny after living a few months out of a suitcase you begin to realize that 1. You have a lot of clothes, 2. You don't need all that stuff 3. It's nice to have a change in wardrobe so you begin to appreciate it.

Yes and one thing about coming home is that even though I lacked sleep on tour, I still remain to lack sleep at home. One of the wonders I would say is how to get enough sleep.

At breakfast this morning, I ate rice....Yes rice after all the chicken adobo I still managed to eat rice for breakfast and chicken. Rice and chicken, rice and chicken, if I say it long enough I might end up singing a song.

Well Christmas is coming and I am not sure how I feel about it this year. I mean with the family coming over and all. We don't have a tree but the garland is up and the stocking shall be hung with care today. The problem with my family is this: they are way to materialistic. Each year they have a gift exchange. Now that's not bad but it's like everyone has to participate or else they get upset. Plus it' s not even about the thought but it's about what the gift is.

What happened to the meaning of the thought that counts? Even at home, it' s like "what do you want for Christmas?" and my answer is I don't know. I mean I never really thought about that because what I want is peace on earth, good will to man, people to find what the real meaning of Christmas. I want my family to come to know Christ, I want my friend to be fully healed, I want to find purpose in what I do. Ah I guess things won't change.

So guess what I did, yup I made a Christmas list of the things I wanted. It's not really that I need it, or that I couldn't just pick it up from the store if I wanted to. It's just a list of things, items really to add to my collection of stuff.

Well that's all I can think of. Maybe I do need more sleep, maybe I am not getting enough or my words would make more sense.

Oh well the truth is, I never get enough sleep.